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So, I've just dropped out of my job
I am not built for Office work, give me crappy shop lifting customers any day. THOSE I can handle.
I should not be so happy to be out of a job, I've had 2 jobs in my life that have made me completely miserable, both of which my 'manager' seems to think I'm being delusional, that I live in my own fantasy dream world.
What because I want to draw, I want to do something creative with my life?
Thing is I've dreamt and hope and practise and loved this life since I was a small child, I WILL get a role where I get to be creative, where my talents aren't going to waste. Just because I'm not interested in being blonde and super skinny and fashionable, and care more about elves and fairies and dragons in online games, doesn't make me worse than you. I care about my friends, and the people I love, I love to draw and imagine and pretend.
Life is a miserable place, why make it more miserable by doing things you hate.
Never take life too seriously, you'll never make it out alive.
Words to live by and adore.
Apologies for rant... *wanders off*
I am not built for Office work, give me crappy shop lifting customers any day. THOSE I can handle.
I should not be so happy to be out of a job, I've had 2 jobs in my life that have made me completely miserable, both of which my 'manager' seems to think I'm being delusional, that I live in my own fantasy dream world.
What because I want to draw, I want to do something creative with my life?
Thing is I've dreamt and hope and practise and loved this life since I was a small child, I WILL get a role where I get to be creative, where my talents aren't going to waste. Just because I'm not interested in being blonde and super skinny and fashionable, and care more about elves and fairies and dragons in online games, doesn't make me worse than you. I care about my friends, and the people I love, I love to draw and imagine and pretend.
Life is a miserable place, why make it more miserable by doing things you hate.
Never take life too seriously, you'll never make it out alive.
Words to live by and adore.
Apologies for rant... *wanders off*
Devious Journal Entry
So I have been extremely lazy lately.
I have had no scanner and life has got in the way.
Now I have free time again, I plan on using it to my advantage. And then I found another 100 picture challenge.
Lets hope I do better this time.
this one is by, ~QueenPetra (https://www.deviantart.com/queenpetra)
100 Word Challenge List:
1. Introduction
2. Poison
3. Abandoned
4. Crisis
5. Dream
6. Shooting Star(s)
7. Mist
8. Hopeless
9. Obsession
10. Dreamcatcher
11. Rose(s)
12. Clouds
13. Revenge
14. Insanity
15. Disappear
16. Shadow
17. Darkness
18. Illuminate
19. Dusk
20. Dawn
21. Quest
22. Thrilling
23. Pillar
24. Autumn
25. Teddy Bear
26. Snuff
27. Pr
An Artists life.
So... You can't do what you want and pay the bills at the same.
But you can't work cause the only thing your good at is the one thing you won't get paid for.
What the fuck do you do.
I want to draw, and write and paint. But I can't because there's no money there for me.
And I can't find a job I like because my only experience is retail...
I can study and live in tiny house, or live in nice house and hate my job...
Wtf do I do...
Missed in the Crowd
Ok I've never been huge on Writing journals...
but I guess now as good a time as any to try.
So if this seems long and rambling and annoying Im sorry.
Though of course I bet no ones actually reading this.
If you do. I would really grateful if you leave something.
I'm currently feeling very underwhelmed. I've been drawing since I was a really little girl. Its always been a passion. But I always seemed to get missed in the crowd.
I mean don't get me wrong. DA is huge! and I'm only a little doodler. but still.
Hard to find the momento to draw when It feels pointless and useless.
And I feel that a lot recently. I don't even know where to
Devious Journal Entry
ok
I am going to update my site...and as such to make me do so i am jumping on my mates band wagon with the 100 items challenge
*fingers Crossed*
1. Introduction http://fav.me/d3k9ket
2. Complicated
3. Just Breathe http://fav.me/d5behri
4. Rivalry
5. Unbreakable
6. Hold My Hand http://fav.me/d3kghi8
7. Eternity
8. Gateway
9. Death http://fav.me/d5pm5as
10. Opportunities
11. Forgive Me
12. Dead Wrong
13. Running Away
14. Falling Apart
15. Seeking Solace
16. Betrayal
17. Throb
18. Love http://kittyana.deviantart.com/art/Loves-sight-313440090
19. Let Go h
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